48 Weeks: I MADE IT!

I didn't quit! I stayed the course. And I'm SO glad it's over!　I was really ready. I miss me...

I miss my spunk and I'm tired of being tired.

What will life be like now?

The same?
Hope not.

Worse?
Not if I can help it.

40 weeks, 1 Day: Weakening...

Well, the celebration is over. 8 weeks and counting... woohoo ra ra ra... blah blah blah... Let's get this over with.

My body is speaking loud and clear: "I'm tired of this..."

I hadn't felt "weak" like this since the first twelve weeks. It really is like my body must know the end is near. And it's ready to be done with it all.

(I could probably quit now and no one would be the wiser...except me... I mean, what are the chances the virus will come back because I stop now versus in 2 months?)

40 Weeks: 8 weeks left! Crazy

Yeah...so... I had my Mayo Clinic appointment and all is status quo. Nothing out of the ordinary as far as treatment goes. I've got the hang of this now.

Wow! 8 weeks left!!??!! WHAT?!?! :)

LOL! I remember the first 8 weeks. I remember counting UP because it was way too soon to count down. And I couldn't imagine what it would be like to be this far in treatment. Yet, here I am. So cool.

8 weeks and counting...

38 Weeks - How are you?

That's the question I get asked the most these days.  My answer?  "The same."  This response may sound stand off-ish, but it's actually quite accurate - and honest.

"The same" is not a bad thing.
So...what do I mean when I say it?

35 Weeks, 5 Days - Wow! 12 Weeks To Go?!?

I'm amazed I'm here!  Only 12 weeks to go?  Seriously?  I had no idea until the doctor told me at my Mayo Clinic appointment today.

I remember the first 12 weeks.  It felt like week 36 was an eternity away. Yet, here I am!

12 weeks to go.  Wow. Should I start the count down?  It's been a help to me NOT to count down.  That way, I don't get anxious for it to end.  I mean - why?